Rain Soaked Follies

I Awoke to the sound of rain and thought how romantic it was and I wanted some one to share it with. Instead I came to work to receive a headache and new duties. I'm training for a position that will give me experience I need in my future goal of becoming a librarian, yet it saps my life force from me. I can't complain if I want change I must make it and yet I'm not ready for change. I'm not ready for damnation, a little while yet and my mind and soul might come together to decide. How long can I expect things to last if I don't make a choice soon? That is what I fear will happen and so alone again I'll be. But even alone I'll still hear the rain make it's noises and feel it's chill and just be..